more pictures from this day coming [21 Dec 2009|02:04pm] vicioushamsterp [ music | cage ~ i never knew you ] me with davis, raven, some guy i don't know, chef, jeremy epps, melissa, chris lubrano, chris bean, jessica, nate, beast mode, and zach. it was jessica's birthday. post comment

pictures from tiffany & jordans visit. chuck e cheese haha [21 Dec 2009|01:54pm] vicioushamsterp [ music | cage ~ fat kids need an anthem ] she took this one. she's obviously better at getting good shots of her son ( sefizsrdxfgoserdfuo ) 4 comments|post comment

some pictures i did for jacquie [21 Dec 2009|12:53pm] vicioushamsterp [ music | marilyn manson ~ the last day on earth (live) ] yep ( more ) 11 comments|post comment

getting caught up on pictures [21 Dec 2009|12:40pm] vicioushamsterp [ music | marilyn manson ~ get your gunn ] these are from a photoshoot marcia did, i was just taking advantage of the situation (especially her lights). mostly elyse WHOSE GOLDEN BIRTHDAY IT IS TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELYYYYSE! ( adgjdfokgjetoghbxdfngjxf ) post comment

my "party" november 14th [13 Dec 2009|01:33pm] vicioushamsterp johnnie, lori, me, nate, jessie, zach, ali & bean rudy, johnnie & ghost! davis & jeremy ( let's see if i can finish posting these before i have to get ready for work ) 1 comment|post comment

oh neglected livejournal... [13 Dec 2009|12:51pm] vicioushamsterp sitting shaking and freezing under the giant dark cloud over the year...did i mention how much i HATE WINTER? although i must say, my hair usually looks great in winter, though it also looks great in arizona, where it's dry and NOT COLD. it's not the snow that bothers me (we pay the neighbor to shovel and i think snow is beautiful), it's the FUCKING COLD. i don't like feeling like i'm hiding in a cave all season but i can't stand being outside in this shit. and on the snow subject, when much of the country got this ridiculous weather, including much of wisconsin, racine got...mostly nothing. the storm decided to just ignore us. and then it got horribly cold, depressingly cold. the past 3 days i've been in great pain, getting worse, in my side from an unknown cause which i will try to find out from a doctor if i'm not feeling any better tomorrow. been working a lot lately, i really don't mind it if there's things to do other than stand around. i actually feel very obligated to buy christmas cards this year. I WORK AT A CARD SHOP. even though i consider greeting cards to be a huge waste of fucking money (especially since most of the good ones these days are 4 or 5 dollars apiece). yesterday i got to hang out with tiffany and jordan. that kid cracks me up. we went to chuck e cheese but there wasn't much to do and he threw crumbs all over and i don't know. it was enjoyable to see them again i need to work on putting some pictures here. it's been a minute. i have pictures from around my birthday, of jacquie's party in october, taken the other night at elyse & jason's...more lame pictures of me...etcetera. stresss. reading this back depresses me. my brain is a pile of shit right now. 2 comments|post comment

My Beloved, do you know how many times I've stared at clouds thinking that I saw you there...? [09 Dec 2009|06:55pm] puremalevolence It's colder than before The seasons took all they had come for Now winter dances here It seems so fitting, don't you think Do dress the ground in white and grey... -lyrics from "Beloved" by VNV Nation, an excellent song. They have quite a few of those. I like them. Today was my first contact visit with Chris! I found out last night on the phone that I was approved, which only took three weeks instead of the assumed 6-8 (we both had a feeling it wouldn't take as long, and we were right!). GOD it was so wonderful to kiss him, to hold him tight, to feel him hold me, to smell him, to hold his hands, to buy him food that he really liked (since I visited during lunch, I was happy to use some change I had laying around to buy him from the vending machines: an egg roll, baked Doritos, Reese's peanut butter cups, and a strawberry cheese danish--very similar to the kinds of food we'd pick up at the corner gas station), so nice to share food with him and be so grateful to me, to see him smile so adorably boyishly charming, to talk to him face-to-face for three hours, to watch him stare blatantly at my body and remark on what he wished, very vehemently, he could do to me, right then and there, to glance down and see hard evidence (pun intended) of just how prominent that longing was...and I get to see him again on Friday! Kids, life is good. We are now truly on easy street. Or at least we really will be when winter break starts in a week and a half. I'm so happy and relieved and just oh my God. *happy sigh* I got to sing to him and everything, and it almost made him cry, he's so fucking adorable. I have the best fiancee in the world, I don't give a FUCK what anyone else thinks. He's the only one for me in this entire world, and he's mine mine MINE, forever and ever, till death do us part. And, even then, "Though lovers be lost, love shalt not, and death shall have no dominion"-Dylan Thomas. He's calling me in ten minutes. I am so in love. Thank you, God. Thank you so so much. 3 comments|post comment

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